The Journey of the Soul  
Part of the Ancient mystery school teachings of the I AM
Foundation for the Soul Psychology Courses

We as souls have chosen to incarnate in physical bodies, for the purpose of our souls realizing themselves in divine expression. The soul is desirous of anchoring the Christ energy and becoming the master it truly is. Therefore we truly are spiritual beings having a human experience. The soul only wants its mastery and will do anything, and everything, to realize itself in the wisdom and truth of our divinity, to become the living masters that we truly are. We were created in pure divine love, and once we realize our mastery, we will be that pure divine love in expression. We truly are that already, but we have not realized it in the heart and soul and become the expression of it.

So with this in mind, realize that your physical body is only the vehicle to help the soul achieve it's mastery. The soul is not concerned how this realization into mastery occurs but chooses the quickest way to realize itself. That is why we sometimes experience tragedy, sickness and a miraid of "so called negative" experiences in our lives. Because in order to realize our mastery we have to align all separations in our lives to become the god that we are. A separation is "Anything held in belief at the soul level that does not allow us to be in our divinity at all times." The only thing that keeps us from being in our divine expression are these separations. They separate us from knowing ourselves as divine beings.

All separations are held in energy in the soul, and are mirrored to us in our emotions experienced in life. These emotions mirror to us what the separated belief held within the soul is, so that we may transform these beliefs into truth, and imprint the soul with the truth. We understand what the separated belief behind the emotion is by the judgments we have made in respect to this. This judgment may be of self or of others. So do not believe that to judge is bad, because it is through these judgments that we learn what separates us from our divinity and therefore have the opportunity to work with the judgments and realize truth in our being. Once all separate beliefs have been aligned to the truth, then we will no longer judge. Each truth the soul is imprinted with is achieving one step closer to mastery. Once all separated beliefs are transformed into truth which is felt within the heart and soul we become the mastery of us, the gods that we are.

It is not enough to stay in the mind and understand the separated belief and gain the wisdom or truth in the mind. The mind does not imprint the soul. The only way the soul is imprinted is with emotion (energy in motion) felt in the heart, because our souls (the metaphysical aspect) connects with the physical aspect through the heart. The stronger the emotion, say anger and rage, the closer we are to realizing wisdom within the soul. The soul will always mirror through experiences in life what is separating us and the more we repeat and feel an experience, the more we want a transformation. When the desire is sufficient we surrender to the god within and allow the transformation. It really is all about allowing and not resisting. The reason we sometimes create numerous experiences is because we resist feeling the emotions that the god within us has provided for transformation. No one likes to feel their own pain or anger so they resist the feeling. We resist the very gift that will give us our mastery if used properly.

So we truly are not victims of our experience, even if the experience is heartache, terminal illness, or whatever else we do not want to experience. And we do not have to stay in these states.. The only reason the god within creates these experiences is because the earlier, more subtle experiences were resisted and not felt in the heart and soul. And so therefore we wasted the energy of our anger or rage to re imprint the soul with the wisdom it was wanting. But the soul will eventually gain all of the wisdom because we have unto eternity to get it all. We are eternal beings having a human experience and if we have to re-incarnate in a third dimensional experience another 3,000 times, we will. But the good news is that we don't have to do it that way. That is the hard way. We can co-operate with the god within in gaining wisdom and gain our mastery in this lifetime if we choose. We can even do it in 5 years if we want to and work in harmony with the god within.

If we choose to work in harmony with the god within, we then also do not need such strong experiences as terminal illness, death of loved ones, relationships that don't work, lack of abundance, or profound negative experiences that we would sooner not have. If we work in harmony with the god within we will take every opportunity to feel every emotion we have until we have gained the wisdom in the soul from the experience.

The wisdom is always the opposite in truth to what the separated belief is. For example if the separated belief is that we are less than or not good enough, the wisdom is that we are good enough. We are gods. But to give lip service to this or understand it in the mind only does not align the separated belief. But it does help you to accept yourself in your experience of life. If the separated belief is that we are unworthy, the wisdom is that we are worthy. If the separated belief is self doubt, the wisdom is that we are all knowing, and we will be with the doubt out of the way. The only thing stopping that is our belief in limitation of doubting who we are. If we do not have joy in our lives it is because we are looking in the wrong place. We are looking in our life experience or outside of ourselves somewhere for that and we will never find it there. But once we do align our separated belief then we do experience joy in our lives and our life experience becomes that. We have to become that which is opposite to our separated beliefs and we can.

One of the steps into realizing ourselves in oneness with the god within or becoming one with god and all of life is to embrace the separated aspect of self in love and understanding of its divine nature. The separated aspect of self is often called the ego self. The ego does fear this merging initially because it feels threatened that it will lose its' identity. And the whole key to embracing this separated or ego self is through love of its' purpose in our life. When we try to push away the ego, deny that aspect of self because we don't like it, or we try to suppress it, or overcome it with our will because we do not like it's behavior or experience that it creates, then what we are doing is separating ourselves even more. Because to realize ourselves as divine and to experience oneness in our beings is to bring every part of us into that oneness and the ego or separated aspect is part of us. If we hate it or reject it, we are actually rejecting the god that we are.

An interesting example of how we repeat experiences with the same mirrors until we get the wisdom is that of women who come from abusive relationships. They leave the relationship because they do not like the experience. But because they have not gained the wisdom at the soul level they go back into an identical relationship of abuse over and over again. The first relationship mirrored to them that they have a belief of unworthiness and not good enough and so did the second and third etc. If the wisdom were gained in the first experience, then the experiences would cease.

The same is true for terminal illness, as soon as the wisdom is gained the healing is instant. There is no need to carry the experience any more. That is why sometimes people are so called "miraculously healed" is because they have gained the wisdom. With terminal illness we also have to look and see if we have aligned all doubt in relation to being healed. If you believe in miracles, this is good. Because then you will create them but if you don't then you won't experience them because you will have separated yourself from the experience in your consciousness with the belief in limitation.

There are no limitations, other than the ones that we place upon ourselves in separation. So if we align the separation all is possible, even the things that we have not yet dreamed of in our consciousness.

We as souls are only wanting to achieve our mastery and will do so even if the body or the mind or any other part of us does not co-operate . The soul seeks wisdom and will do everything necessary to get it. So when you think you in your mind create your own experience in life, this is not so. If the soul is not gaining wisdom it will create experience in life that we don't like, sickness, and even death of the body in some cases if we are not getting it. Even death is not perceived as a bad experience by the soul. And it is not a bad experience. Because we are just dropping a body and can create another one any time we wish. And if we at the soul level feel that the resistance from the separated aspect is too great and will not gain the wisdom, then it will choose death of the body so it can continue it's spiritual evolution in another body or other dimensional experience. Suicide is one experience of this nature and so is terminal illness. It is a form of suicide.

The feelings of hopelessness and helplessness, which is usually a victim experience will also create death of the body through the experience of disease. High stress and love issues will often create disease of the heart or heart attack. The reason for this is so that our hearts and souls will open and be more receptive to the feeling nature of our being. Because in this feeling nature in the heart is where our transformation of limited beliefs takes place. Accidents, disabilities and non terminal illness are usually created in order that we find the time to go within and align to the path of the soul and work in harmony with it in the gaining of wisdom.

The only responsibility that our souls have is to create whatever experience that is necessary to gain wisdom and also to be a mirror to another soul. That is why when we incarnate we choose our own parents and siblings. We often choose parents or one parent that will mirror to us the separated beliefs we have held in the soul for many lifetimes. And if the separated belief is that we are not good enough, guess what our experience in childhood will be. Yes, not good enough. And the reason the parent or sibling mirrors this belief in the same experience is so that we will understand it and want to change it. When we get so tired of the same experience of not good enough, then we will give up or surrender to the god within and co-operate with the soul to gain wisdom. So for those of you who have had trying childhoods, realize that you chose your own parents and you also co-created every experience with them. At a soul level they love you more than you could imagine because they played the mirror for you instead of the nice guy so to speak. Without the mirror, there would be no growth.

When we co-create experience in life it is like the soul communicates with the soul of another without your conscious knowing and it is decided by each soul what the mirror should be and then finds an appropriate experience to play it. The soul has the use of the mind and body to help in the creation process. We may not necessarily be aware of it but it is the case.

We on this 3rd dimension of experience are emotional beings. That is why we have an emotional body. And it is through this body that the polarity of energies is felt and therefore also through the emotions that truth is imprinted on the soul for transformation. Emotions are energy in motion and can imprint in an instant if desired. The greater the belief in separation, the greater the emotion will have to be to imprint the soul. The energy of the emotion always has to be equal to the energy of the separated belief. Once they are in equalness a total imprint can be done and the emotion, lets just say it's rage - The rage then will blow all the chakras open and imprint the soul with truth and wisdom on the way out of the crown chakra and you will be in the state of ecstasy immediately. Truth resonates in our bodies as ecstasy and peace and love, and non truth is felt in our bodies as a negative emotion.

So everyone who ever feels a negative emotion or makes a judgment about self or others, has separated beliefs to align into truth and wisdom. The work is all done by you. Even the ascended masters cannot do the work for you. It has to be felt in emotion within your own heart and soul. I can give you all the information for the mind and tell you that you are divine but if you don't feel it in the heart and soul you will not believe it and be it. Only you can do this for you and I can be the mirror. You can keep going here and there looking for answers, trying to find the way but when you ultimately find the truth and the way, you will find it inside of you. It is all within you and is an inward journey. You are the god and you know all things. It is never out there somewhere. Only the mirror is out there but it also has been created from within.

That is what all the spiritual masters and teachers have been trying to teach us. Buddha showed us it was an inward journey and so did Jesus. Jesus also told us the kingdom of heaven is within. And he told us we would do greater things than he. It is all within you. It is mirrored in your experience in life. Life was meant to be a waking meditation so a great part of the journey is in everyday life. We can commune with the god within as we walk down the street or have coffee with a neighbor or at our place of work.